Who's your best buddy? For me, It's my mom... I tell everything to her from my crushes down to my suitors...

She's the one who knows my secrets and when I do sins, I'd tell it it right straight to her...

I have my friends too but nothing beats a talk with my mom... We can talk everything under the sun...

And when things get tougher, a word form her makes a difference, a big difference.

Most likely people wouldn't believe that I'd tell everything to my mother... they would say I am just afraid to tell that I have a boyfriend and would hardly believe that I am too close to her like best buddy... Well all I can say is, we don't have to convince them. People who knew our family, will not question it... ( hehehe, I don't like to sounds I am bragging but can't help to be proud of it).

She knew that I have signed-up here, she knew I met a lot of people here... She knew who's my friends here and the potential guys i have met.

It made me laugh when I remembered she's beside me and I am chatting with someone here that doesn't go in good way...

Well, she ask if I am just okie and tell me that don't bother with them...

She gives me advice because I still don't know how to deal with this thing, the so-called "love to the opposite sex". To make the story short " I don't know how will I call that relationship since I haven't heard and see the guy (see I'm so naive before but I'd make sure I have used that experience to gain a lesson and get to know more of myself".
I am so touched by just small gesture from my mom... It counts a lot...

Just last day she was admitted in the hospital with my brother. I am the one who's assigned to look after them. My family knows that I really wanted to be doctor since I was a child, and my mother give an all out support... But something bothers me since I am really family oriented. It is a tradition in the family that every family occasions esp. Christmas and new year that all are present, but if I would be a doctor I would be in the hospital which will not make the family complete in the occasion. In addition, doctors are always on call. I wonder how will I balance it and if i will have family of my own in the future, I am not so sure if they would understand my profession especially my husband... I have spill it out to my mom in which she give me a really inspiring answer/advice... I can't explain it here any better but what made feel matters most. Now I am up for the challenge and would pursue my dream...

If one thing I am so lucky and blessed is that I grew up in the loving and supportive family.

I wonder how my mom still makes my dad so head over heels with her? Hmmmmm....